Accelerate Despair

You have heard it said don't despair.  Well, a truth is that light is only revealed at the darkest moments.  Something always seems to happen right when there is no hope.  Given this, why wait until the despair slowly hits.  Go there immediately. Realize all is hopeless, that it is all your fault, that you have made consistently bad choices and that you will never never be gainfully employed again except in a beneath me low paying hating every day every particle of my existence job.  For if you reach the lowest point of despair now, you are more likely to get that something from out of nowhere opportunity.  Or not.